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Poems by Edita Petrauskaitė (born 1962)
FOUR TREES by EGON SCHIELE Copper trees in the faltering twilight cruelly burn the skin of the sun with their fiery foliage making their tremulous vows. Where do these echoes travel, these magic nebulae? To the haunted castle-land where rhododendrons bleed? Serene and dauntless, do you rejoice in your parallel worlds of Living and Knowing besotted by the brazen lodestar? Silence. Silence. The trees are voiceless. THE IMP OF FEAR The lake is merciless. It mirrors every cell and every nerve of my cold self, stares dumb as the face of an idiot reflecting everything he sees but doesn't grasp. Who is capable of ignoring pale water-lilies that brighten the noisome night of my mind where in the deepest corner smiles death the mild-eyed. * * * Our voices mute with amazement rise from the deeps of our lame selves which ignore the omens of future and menacing past – feelings numb with despair – magnanimously I offer you the tenderness of stainless rose petals on a rainy day. * * * to s. I'd rather be a statue perfect and faithful like Isis self-effacing wily smiling in your hall the ever-sapient smile mutely I'd speak to you in all the languages of the world call you all the tender names I remember my almond oh my bitter one I'd tell you all the dormant truths that make our frenzied life chaste magic and enchanging. Listen. I begin. * * * I often see you in a glass black glass in an ivory frame jet-black lake water twinkling with water-lilies so white they blind us teach calmness meditation mock at the mud beyond our feet * * * to nida Two dainty ladies a la Huxley smiling at the naive Robbe-Grillet speaking their own cantankerous language Walk in the part of Boulogne. Fidgety tennis-players romp gaily smiling wearing something green and rosy with their famous Oxford stockings and their old fiendish black beards. We smile at each other deciding conceiving trying to hide sincerity to feign feelings to play sometime a drama or two to drink the bitter wine red like blood we dream of. * * * to peter Flaxen July crushed my vitreous doll's house breezing by in the ancient Cimmerian city full of oaks oaks oaks crepuscular love of our eyes falls onto the slumberous carpet of the white night onto the sea of white crispness exploring all the fortuitous detours of fate
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