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Poems by Gintaras Grajauskas (born 1966)
THE POSSESSED he was overcome. Without any warning, abruptly, brutally. And had no idea what he should do. foaming and thrashing, if only to get back here. he would yell, arms raised, in the dark: tell me, am I worth all this, because I will take my revenge on you for all the many times you have seen me celebrating victories even when dead in defeat already it's the end of me, now down to weeping, wailing is all was how he cried then quieted down, merely asking is it all over now. No, not all. what more do I have to do? nothing. Then what for. Why do you need to know. What for. Translated by Vyt Bakaitis QUAINT COMPLAINT IN THE LAND OF HYPERBOREANS the land, to tell the truth, is bleak and depleted, the peaks all levelled, everything evenly bottomed out, the pediments hold no heroes. Yet it's not easy to die even here, while dexterity alone is sufficient to evade a misfit's switchblade, you'll manage to stay alive, just as the oddballs survive with no legs, no hands, no heads... even their gods are different, prone to ambush and barge in, with the mightiest of them maybe a little like the grimy blacksmith Hephaestus, though this one is much angrier. They celebrate in their own fashion too, drinking and crying without much knowing what for, they'll say it's sad and that's it, weird customs, but what, really, is there would you want to do, in a land where (it's a shame to be saying this) all the women are bitches, and the men pickpockets, and there you are. But it's not easy to die, even here. Translated by Vyt Bakaitis HISTORIES when you think of it, there have been all sort of histories, and for all that hasn't it been worth it let's say the one in which a long time is spent looking at the wall in an empty room or the one where groggy eyes slowly come to close – oh no, that still is the same story or the one where there's laughter and carrying on, raising hell and spoofing in the fall of '89 when you felt out of it, less than pretty, and so you were, isn't it a pretty history though even that one unclear, when it rained without stopping it seems, for three whole days and nights, and the fish swam in by the windows and one that's the craziest of all, with the woman you were in love with, pretty beyond all hope and of course the one that's the simplest, one you just now didn't get to write down in time wasn't it really worth it Translated by Vyt Bakaitis
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