LOVING BABIES NOW
Natural birthing at home?!
Stroking their spines, legs & auras
Rubbing their feet & hands
Gentle touching their head & tummy
Talking to them simply honest now
Asking simple questions & listening
Sensing their needs to feed, go & play
Carrying them around in-arms & sling
Supporting their discharging-stress
Allow them to explore naturEnergy
Realizing changes they feel together
Enjoying anything in~the~present
Laffing, breathing & crying openly
Reflexersizing=streching their limbs
Doing "NET Natural Elimination Timing"
Bonding in the Natural-family-bed
Taking bathshowers together
Offering natural food choices
self-led Nursing as they need it
Singing, chanting & bliss withem
NATURAL INSTINCTS
Breathing to recharge & release ions
Loving is basic function of growing
Invisible influences=99% of universe
95% of human functions unconscious?
90% of our communication silent?
Diet, drinks & drugs constant health causes
Our Parenting = karmic needs for contact
MOMMY, MOMMY LOVE ME?!
Depending on Mother for? my mommy complex

I had a mother complex from before birth, when mom planned to abandon me in the hospital at birth. It's in my star-karma (astro birth chart: Libra, Aquarius, Virgo) to be orphaned & adopted at 5 weeks into a conservative squeaky clean untouching American family fantasy. No breast feeding, only sugar milk bottle tits. Mom & dad were the perfect couple: super Leo/Aries mom, dominating Pices (cop) dad mostly absent at work, reading, etc. We ate a constant supply of fast sweet fat American junk food. So grew up happy , hyper & sick with most "normal" childhood ills. Life was a steady diet of: orders, bribes, treats, TV shows & school i liked & struggle with bossy teachers, getting in trouble. I was anxious to get outside, away from boring parents, & play with many neighbor kids.
Until 10 yrs i totally trusted mom & dad, even liking the very up-tite Presbyterian church we attended weekly. Then life shifted after i thru a huge tantrum & cried to them for truth & love, didn't come. So i grew a secret inner dream & fantasy life & they got me a foster brother i was distant from. Power struggles with mom maxi control of my big mouth got me threatend, blamed, hit & punished often for next 10 yrs.
In 6th grade i became hormonally horny, needy & sex obsessed for girls, especially the older ones with big tits, the Marilyn Monroe type. That continued for 10 yrs, getting me in trouble - "girl crazy", rubbers, parties, masturbating daily, sexy photos, etc. I slowly began dating girls in hi-school, while attending all boys technical school, lusting daily for some touchy freely contact, but getting in fights, wrestling 4 yrs, smoking & drunking. Need i go on? I met my 1st wife the day Kennedy was killed (Nov. 22 '63, @Opheucus-kundalini). We were into the party-animal make-out craving touch & release. She had big family, mouth & tits! We danced & fucked like rabbits, got pregnant & married a year later, having 2 boys in hospital, regular American nitemare dream.
But I didn't learn real natural love until after we divorced & i quickly became a yogi, vegetarian, nature freak, hippy & free lover in '71 Eugene. That healed much of my mommy complex, with meditating, Gestalt, ESP, Primal scream therapy at home, massage, new lovers, LSD, vision-quests & open group marriage encounter grouping & neoTantra loving in our cosmic family = Universing Center. We each had a mommy complex we worked on healing to open our heart to loving any & all, especially natural living in balance, with deep feelings. So bonding with mother at & after birth are the critical need phase we all go thru effecting our whole lovelife.

WHAT IS A MOMMY-COMPLEX?
1 Do you want strokes, approval, love, forgiveness, money or food from
mother now or ever? If so, why? didn't you get enuf of that before now?
Any old lost connection? unmet-needs neglected or old-guilt hangover?
2 Do you have any conflicts, arguments, explosions, fears, feuds or
battles with mom or dad now? or since leaving home?
3 Do you have trouble/avoid getting open &or close with women or
lovers? trusting intimacy & bonding with mates ain't happening?
4. Does anyone or certain foods remind you of mother, dad or who?
5. Do you ever dream of m0m? if so what??? depending on or fearing?
6. What is your earliest memory of mother, home, family, etc?
7. Do you have positive or negative memories/flashbacks of mother?
8. Do you have fetishes/favorites/dolls from childhood, still around?
9. Ever or never naked around friends, or opposite sex?
10. Have trouble/fear of crying openly & fully to release & heal?
11. Any open or secret mommy addictions: chocolate, milk, pastry, etc.
12. Was your mother very sick, mad, abusing, neglecting or addicted?
13. Were you very sick, mad or scared in childhood, why & how long?
If any of these ring true or normal, secret or public activities, then you have a MOMMY complex, unique of course!