SHOCKS OF MY LIFEnergy '74 on

*70s on - I had several bikes stolen; wild riding & crashing bicycling, getting hurt, crying & going home to heal body rest cure naturally

*74 Universing center family busing to SF for big cosmic "Kohoutek Celebration of Consciousness" at civic center with1,000s of newagers 1st large indoor spiritual event with 100s of groups presenting, sharing space. We stayed at Project Artaud, big old factory converted into art studios. We did Rajneesh 'neoTantra' Chaotic

Dynamic" meditation, where i had vision of flying over

glowing golden pyramids! inspired me to follow BSR at

home & do many BSR meditations, dancing & loving.

*74 UC returned to Eugene & & relocated in Portland in old wood house, sold bus, settled down to heal & serve in SE 37th & Hawthorne dist. with free garage recycling "BITR" Bend in the River - Ken Kessey's funded project of dozens of video taped local co-op community action meetings in many areas, sending reps to statewide conference of 100s of us newagers: Wayne Morse, Palo Solari, Paul Krassner, Joel Schatz, Ken & Co. Universing center, Andy Weil, etc. I factilitated the 'positve health' committee brainstorm utopian goals for local health action, prevention & therapy. The final meeting was broadcast live on public TV & 3-4,000 people voted on our proposals for creating a peaceful community life. BITR printed up 4-5,000 reports we distributed '

I was bitten by a dog at Harvey Freemans newage 'spiritual' repressed home in Beaverton.

*74 &5 at KBOO-FM April fools marithon Festival(April 1st)

Universing center rehersed & performed multi media

musical psychodrama, we each created our character in story action with costumes & cosmic healing themes

WE USED at home to clear up karma & open soul loving.

*74 Universing rented a storefront shop to host ECSTASY

bookstore with lots of used books, meetings, cosmic art,

geodesic toys & models, massage, yoga, dancing & love;

between the Bagdad & Backstage movies, we got in free

We wrote & published lots of flyers & our1stHealing

Feeling bklt. intro of many of therapy/yogas we did.

Some of us did puke therapy, pigging out & puking it

up to release the desire, excess/bad food & fear of puke & parents we learned & hide in childhood.

*75 - We hosted some local visitors in our radical yoga free-love home, one of them called the welfare police whocame & kidnapped our 3 yo girl Chelsea, who was crying athe top of basement stairs, suspected child abuse. So Jude, her mom, worked hard for months with welfare to convince them she is competent parent to regain custody was her. That's a case of guilty until proven innosent, with no natural civil rights of due-process in fair hearing in a court of law, happens everyday in USA to 1,000 of victims.

Later we were evicted from that house for not paying rent, after the renter had moved out, we stayed, so moved whole gang in 2 days into our nearby the bookstore, became very crowded, creative & stressful, we moved out to Oregon City a few weeks & back to Eugene into Day Isl Rd old radio station, where Kessey had BITR office in '74.

While teaching a alternative class in Eugene at Lincoln school i was arrested for not paying child support to x-wife Gwen & Oregon state, as required by court. After a night in jail i was bailed out & had a trial & was aquited(not guilty) for that because i was poor, no income & tried to do co-parenting Gwen feared by influence on our 2 young boys. It was depressing, as i feared sharing my feelings on them with her.

While staying in Eugene, we had our VW bug stolen near UO on 13th. I coordinated a New world weekend multi fair at EMU, all volunteer gathering, was organized by our Universing family. Another young family with land met us, but i had karma in Eugene with Gwen & boys, helpless to heal, so i stayed away from the new country family site. We had a natural hippy healing gathering there in summer, i went to teach a yoga class, but felt seperate from the sharing.

I had a paraniod toxic regression there, eating lots of sugar food secretly from family, like a kid sneeking it i did decades before, but not puking it up. So i got staff infection boils & ignored it, until a car ran over my foot while I was hitchiking by the I-5 freeway near Albany, i screamed & bled 1/2 hr & someone stopped & drove me to Eugene home where i layed & fasted 2 weeks on water, tea & smoothies, camping out like a cripple, healed slowly limping for months.

I was arrested again on the same charge, without civil rights to same defence, no double jepardy or fair trial, so was convicted for it & sentenced 5 years of probation to pay child-support. I tried to get "Synergy design science" work a month, gave up & went poor hippy underground to SF to disappear.

I lived in Haight-Ashbury hippy community of Bio-centenial, Unity & Neworld(newage) Fairs we (few Universers) worked on 2 yrs. My backpack full of goodies was stolen from Jahanahs porch, near Golden gate park panhandle. We often went to the Sacred Grounds coffee house, i drank gal. of herb teas. We worked on Unity (newage) fairs, volunteering in cooperating with in groups to gather in SF parks like a growing Oregon country fair on weekends, California style.

*75 - Li Everbe of Universing & i lived at the Postural Integration Inst. a big cooperative house on (Rudolf?) Steiner St. of radical therapy. They had many healing sessions, workshop trainings & i had a few Rolfing sessions. There was a hotub in basement & cosmic Orgone energy accumulator box in living area. Jack Painter, the PI leader Rebirthed me in the hotub, which didn't heal my karma, as i was still stuck in fear. We walked, bussed & hitched around doing volunteer work in varied community spirit projects.

*76 - While walking barefoot in Golden gate park with a friend in the dark, i stepped on a sharp piece of glass cutting it deeply, screaming & breathing to heal the pain & stop it bleeding. Someone stopped to help me to Jehana's, where i layed for 3 days to heal it up with no stiches. I heard the FBI were looking for me around there.

Li had rich parents on east coast, who sent us some money. So we decided to get married newage hippy style in Project Artaud, where some dear friends lived. It was a huge party, but we somehow divorced that day, not loving, healing or bonding deeply like we did in Oregon, yet still friends, not lovers sharing bed. We still lived at PI house, did Neworld fair, dreamwork of a country gathering all summer, like Oregon country fair, with more healers & cooperative camping. But being too attached to city to leap into rural life, we kept our rooms, Neworld fair was done by others elsewhere?

I stayed at Jehana's house on Clayton st. in SF in living room for free with her dotter Susana, whose heater set her room on fire

one nite, next to my room. While sleeping i smelled the smoke & lept up, ran in there, grabbed her, jerked burning electric wire out & thru water on the fire. But Jehana still called the fire dept. which came into Sus' smoky room to investigate, leaving me alone praying for spirit to protect our depressed hippy home for cops & bad karma.

I worked on 2 Unity Fairs in SF parks of weekend celebrations

with many groups presenting there visions & community & healing services, foods, information & music, while learning lots about them!