INVISIBILITY, RAINBOWS & BARAKA NATURE AT HOME
LEARNING 2 B invisible is essential for freespirits in U$/any culture that’s anti hippy, nudity, gypsy, etc. So meditating allows me to merge within spaces, so people can’t see me, whether i’m camping-out, doing yoga, hitchiking or nude. But camping on Kauai ‘secrets beach’ in spring of ‘95 was different, Jupiter in Sagitarius. So i & others got busted/tickets for camping without permits(they never issue for there) & nudity. I got 5 tickets, 4 camping & 1 nudity in a few months, after 15 years of no cop busts. So I went to court to have a trial by jury, with help from the ‘public defender’. But they wouldn’t give me a trail, as i had written several heavy honest letters pub. in the isl. wide “Kauai Times. They did drop the nudity-charges on most of us nudists. So after months of minor hassels, delay & denial by them, i gave up camping there, Jupiter into Capricorn. Then i moved my camp near Kilauea & forgot the case, as the police ignored me. I moved to Maui in fall ‘96 as it inspired me to visit there, especically Hana/Kipahulu & the giant volcano Haleakala that vibes the whole island.
HomEducation began for me in ‘70 & deepened living alone & with communalovers in Universing(73-76), many families & Baraka (84-90). In ‘85 i began promoting homEducation & Kids Lib in Oregon newage networks & in No.Cali & Hawaii till ‘97. Many newage home-schooling groups are forming, fading & connecting families together. I still offer info services to parents open to natural holistic parenting now.
The huge anual hippy Rainbow family peace & healing gatherings are still happening (since ‘70) in June-July in the U$ wilderness, camping-out, living open & cooperative in the spirit of freedom, democracy & natural self caring. I went to 6 big(NM, OR, WA, ID, CA, NV) & many smaller gatherings. It tot be lots about hippy life & the newage movements, as i often did some healing/rebirthing groups, family counseling & kids playshops there, similar to my activity at ComeUnity & natural healing gathering in Ore. Wash & No.Cali in ‘80s. However in Hawaii, few rainbow gatherings happen because most hippies are young, transient, live outside anyway & don’t want to organize it. We see many rainbows in the sky daily in Hawaii, thanx Pele MANA
I’m changing the spelling of some words to FONETICS, looks like it sounds, to fit our socialife, more than school grammer rules. Like joining some words together & dropping silent ‘gh, ld, ph, etc, that pad our language for managing minds, not liberating souls into free nature. The corruption of ‘English language’, science, math & history all serve the patriarchy to control the masses, away from natural instincts now.
My karmic obsession is with balancing myself with blissful visions, real natural body needs, being alone & sharing love with open hearts. So belonging to a ‘real family/group’ has obsessed me most my life, till i got yoga bliss alone. I still go out to share our consciousness, sometimes hurts my body if i forget to center inside energy awareness herenow. Like when i overeat from loneliness, has hurt me, destroyed many teeth & made me purify my body, diet, habits & beliefs. My intense body suffering, from pastlife in the “inquisition” of torchering pagan-heritics-women-sinners & astrologers as a hi-priest, causes me to doing deep healing work on myself & those i hurt before. So each cycle & rebirth experience provides more insite & compassion for karmic causes & effects in me & others, as fear of death faded out in Kauai as bliss comes now anytime day or nite, minutes or hours flows.
My centering happens around breathing, stilling, chanting, focusing in naturenergy & yoga, which evolves combining: Hatha, Kundalini, soft Ashtanga, neoTantra & Chi Kung into CHIKIDO simple plaYoga, like a baby, cat or monkey in a tree, the water, on ground, in bed or hamock. I also tap on my upper chest/thymus gland to stimulate the chi flow, when it feels stuck. The many accidents i’ve had(from childhood on) occur when thinking or planning & not focusing herenow, i stub by toes, cut my fingers, bump my head or break things. However i can sit for 5 to 10 hrs/day & stay relaxed in bed for 10-20 hrs/day easily doing yoga, massage, talking, reading, writing, etc in a creative flow. My sleeping bag/hamock are my best friend traveling.
“Soul channeling” first flashed me when reading The Sleeping Prophet by Jess Stern on Edgar Cayce the psychic healer & predicter of earth-changes. His book on ‘reincarnation’ is fascinating & convinced by of it along with meditating on spirit that transends & creates the world. But channeling by others only interests me if it’s new information(as i often repeats itself)like from the Pleiadian Barbaras & Drunvelo now providing cosmic patterns influencing lifenergy on earth, into the Aquarian age of deep cosmic awareness.
My intuition works clearly & automatically in some ways”:
*Recognizing the primal cosmic energy in people, art, places,
*Forgetting & remembering certain things 2 learn, share, fix
*Dancing in rhythm to intense cosmic pulse music in spirals.
*Finding books, art & people i need to meet, learn inspiration
*Making heart friends/lovers easily & quickly, may last for yrs
*Inspired meetings with 1,000s of new/old friends hitchiking
*Discovering peaceful places to meditate, camp-out, etc.
*Drawing my visions of spiral waves & painting rainbow art
*Breathing in/out my stress to clear my energy, open center
*Intuiting what souls need herenow or far away friends & ?
*Counseling, mediating &or leading a group raps for trusting
*Playing new natural games of trusting oneself to balance in
*Sensing what a plant, animal or person needs with me or ??
*Loving my spirit teachers & learning how astrology causes!?
*Supporting deep emotional feelings & releases of pain, fears
*Discovering sacred cosmic geometry patterns of lifenergy
A BRIEF BIO OF SELF PUB. BOOKLETS
Learning & Communication- 21 aware encounter ways, ‘71
MIC - Media Information Connection - Eugene social groups
Growth Goodies - radical psychology collection & naturally 73
Healing Feeling - many different holistic healthways, ‘74,U.C.
Soul Openings - expanding, deepening GG & HF, 500, ‘75. “
2nd Whole Eugene Catalog - 5,000 mags. of local trips,‘76 “
Kids Lib Now - 81, Childrens Liberation 83 & 84.
NeoHippy News, Tantralini News & HomEducation info ‘80s
KIDS LIB NEWS - 1/4ly, 85-95; KL column in Mendo.Com. ‘86-90.
ReParenting Magic Trust & Polarity Rebirthing heal in ‘80s
Many Kids Lib & COZMArt coloring books of spiral designs
PC 4 US Kids - Permaculture intro to organic growing energy
COZMA Cosmic Evolution & Aquarian Astrology
COZMAstrology - 5 books, 48 to 84 pages, Kauai & Maui 95-7
COZMA Instincts, Cosmic Conspiracy Works & Waves “
4D Pole-Shifty & Cataclysmic Evolution, earth rebirth 2000 AD
Holistic Parenting & Greenhouse HomEducation resources
Trusting Syntropy Instincts - Rebirthing earth with nature
Primal Energy Wonder - our cosmic evolution allways spirals
My Life in the Bush of Spirals - Aquarian auto-bio adventures