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OH GOD! MOMMA DIED! HELP! Ponette

Small, cute, sweet, innosent girl lost her mother

wanders around seeking moms spirit now here

she cries often, her hard hearted dad drags her

to a boarding school of rejected kids, semi together.

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Intense self exam in private bed or bath touching,

into nature with back pack to meditate on being

needing to bond with momma in nature waiting

prays for God or mom to come in a dreaming

where is love? millions of reasons hide fearing.

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Parents & teachers make kids eat or feel guilty?
project beliefs & fears about Jesus & godeity

to explain that dead mom is gone too far away

to ever return to Ponette crying for her mommy!

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Dolls make better friends to loney kids needy

a loving touch she holds, security blanket closely

she wants to die, to join her dead mommy

to never wake up from god in heaven happy.

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Is god just a grandfather?

as kids & parents lie to her fear

stories of horror or magic dares

teasing her lost mind far-away stares.

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She knows her mom in a dream by smell

craving to grow or sleeping with angels?

jailed by desks in school rows of souls

a mini freedom at play in recess with girls

who test her shy bravery to be 'child of god'

so god will tell of mother in heavenly hands?

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Going to the school chapel, room of god

to pray to suffering Jesus statue so odd

outloud: "mommy, come back" to me now

so she won't have to feel bad & sad in tow.

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Wanting a rescue from depression & grief

kids tell religious lies kill potential beliefs

about god in church, at death, never enuf

thinking to solve mysteries of birth & death.

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She runs around the yard trying

to fly to god or mommy being

is gravity a crime chaining her down?

sad dout at god of religions.

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Mad at god for taking her mom away

acting autisitc, detached, so spacy,

her little 'boy friend' strokes her chest

kisses her to feel better a moment.

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Some give her candy to trick her happy

not feel so abandoned by pretty mommy

death murdered her, stole her away

she douts all the others earnest lies

doing quiet self healing of lost identity

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Is mom in heaven or hell?

She walks to moms grave alone

sits & digs a hole to lay in

crying for mother to return

mom appears in fleshy fashion

to love Ponette in kissy affection.

convincing her to live now happy

mom must return to god immediatly

Ponette is loved & courage gives hi

ms Biju & Mtn Grove