EPIDEMIC FEARS OF CHAOS =

loosing control of self, home, car, family, $, etc

Why are civilized folks so secretly & publically terrified of wild things, Mind- blowing experiences of being out of control! big surprises, any shocks, upsets, bad dreams, sickness, anger, rage, crying, pain, fighting, arguments, panic, terrors, wild children, accidents, wrecks, sirens, attacks, invasion, war, pain, fire, storms, blood, bleeding birthing, loud orgasm, embarrassment, surgery, fainting, dizziness, sneezing, farting out loud, hating, cops, the judge, conviction, banishment, tickets, insane feelings, passion, dirty, slime, disgusting, radical, weird things, aliens, thunder & lightening, puking/vomit, explosions, poison, sweating/fever, smelling/touching poop, losing money, key, car, mind, deep heavy Questions

Why do adults/authorities hate/fear in your face doubt &or being asked “why or how do you know that’s true?” the inner/outer judge of good/bad, right/wrong leaps to kill natural curiosity of lifelong learning & getting deeper awareness of patterns of causes & effects cycles. They are insecure, so demanding blind-faith listening & following order, suggestions & discipline.

Like in school, studies, homework, tests, grades, grammar, spelling, etc. To live inside a brain-box of beliefs in outer, (not free will) authority.

Little girl asks mom - “Mommy, why are big people so fat mommy”?

I don’t know, they eat diet foods, so they shouldn’t be fat.

Boy - Daddy what’s wrong with fire, lightening & thunder?

Dad - Why do you ask?

Boy – cause everybody is afraid of fire, lightening & thunder

Dad – I guess, because they are dangerous & scary.

I lost my mind going thru a spiraling center

Melting in waves of light pulsing now here

Or

Sweating in hot sun craving water

Afraid of pain hurting my head armor

Protecting me in plans of getting more

Exciting sweets after big dinner score

Of hot meat dripping greasy blood

Then party pastry tasting so grand

While imagining science fiction head-ing

For a classy oriental Sushi bar

Paid for from winning gamboling numbers

In magic city squares of candy sugar