Since 1971 I
been relearning what ecology, cooperation, health & spirit are really one wholistic
science of natural cycles, after getting 2 college degrees - BS in PE &
health, & MS in family counseling Ôcooperative parentingÕ. In Ô69 I learned meditation, cosmic
rays & had wonderful sauna & direct inspirations in woods of Hood Canal
& other places. That propelled
my deep seeking truth with nature, not manmade science, religion, business
& schooling made me sick.
In Ô71 I discovered
Bucky ÔdomeÕ Fuller books, the moon, yoga, bliss, primal sobbing, free love
& simple camping-out on earth are so invigorating, wow! That gave me new life purpose to relearn
my first 25 years of middle-class mad fears & illusions, finding that ecology
is Mother Natures flowing design patterns & cycles of life. Not biology I learned indoors made me
dumb, missing the real causes & effects of life in our healthy body, wilderness,
weather & growing food. Hitching
6000 miles in summer of Ô71 to & from FullerÕs ÔWorld (energy) GameÕ
seminar at So. Ill. Uni opened up new horizons & old childhood i had forgotten
how infinite nature & people are expressing our unique life works.
Fuller explains
how wrong western science is in departments, not whole systems design science, as
we need revolution to solve our vast economic problems of war tech science run
by great pirates of empire $$ industry.
HIS Ôgeodesic dome geometryÕ is the natural design of universal evolution,
not DarwinÕs struggle to survive, competing to earn our share of scarcity of
earth resources in empire war economy.
Ecology is our direct contact with Nature feeling life cycles. No wonder industry hated Rachel CarsonÕs
ÒSilent SpringÓ for exposing how toxic pollution is deadly from invisible
industrial waste & poisons causing cancer, mutations, etc.
So ecology is our cutting & leading edge of
natural pattern awareness of how earth resources are made, used & eternally
recycling energy balancing. I loved
learning about that from Wilderness, Reich, Fuller, McHarg, Odum, Schumacher,
Rodale, Wigmor, goddess & 100 other natural friends & books sharing
more nature than science & the spiritual people of newage philosophy.
Deep ecology
meets organic anthropology I learned traveling 10,000s of miles to see &
meet native humans of living traditions they enjoy or not? Also me visiting &or living
in organic communes (since Õ70) to revive my lost instincts, for cooperating,
loving emotions & free spirit of magic inner child trusting natures balancing
play.
Another ÔnewÕ
ancient natural design science is Permaculture of how organic homesteading works within
1000s of bioregions as all sustainable cultures were & are doing, far from
city war economy Ð the secret of eatable landscaping cooperating with Mother Nature!
Deep ecology
meets deep psychology & radical therapy for me after growing up in toxic unatural city wasteland of hi speed
science fictions flavored with junk food rewards. Even most anthropology, biology, medicine & psychology misses
our healthy organic human-instincts, except for reward & punishments from
empire controllers, brainwashing ads & modern education. So living loving ÔgodusÕ is more feminine, soft, awareness, loving
& natural than we think about creation, universe & space are outside,
beyond & before life cycles now.
Really everything is energy recycling around centers of consciousness always
new, unique, sensitive & balancing waves in Nature we feel being here
now.
I did/do deep
emotional healing of my birth & bonding trama, & bad past-life karma for
decades to realize how loving universe is always creating our whole life cycles
we feel now more responsible, sensitive & loving?! So life gives to me, so I give away my lovenergy awareness
& joy volunteering with nature, friends & strangers, I am stranger than
most normal folks young old. Think & say people are scared,
sick, conflicted or failing because of unatural living here now. But why? from learning with our parents ways to belong, growing up good
or bad, unaware of Mother Natures free energy?