

This Little World
Updated December 16, 2002


In looking at who I was in the past, it's sometimes hard to reconcile that memory with who I am today - and yet, without the things I once did and the ways I once was, I would not be the person I am today. In moments of pain and moments of joy alike, I have no complaints about who that person is. That's not a start. That's home.



beautiful people
in honour of those who struggle to change the world;
in memory of those who tried
children
teaching without trying,
children point out light where we see dark
The Count of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
The Lord of the Rings, J.R.R. Tolkien
His Dark Materials trilogy, Phillip Pullman
All things Harry Potter, J. K. Rowlings
All We Know of Heaven, Anne Tuttle Villegas
Snow Falling on Cedars, David Guterson
Talk Before Sleep, Elizabeth Berg

music
Depending on the mood of the moment, I might like to listen to music
while delving into other realms. A little Sarah McLachlan or Gary Jules
calm me as I read, write and study. And if I'm not up to
reading? Suppose I want to dance around, forget the bleaker moments of
the day? I'll pop in Common Rotation, Remy Zero or Pink. For a depth of
soul that causes my heart to ache, I play "Full of Grace" by Sarah
McLachlan. If I want no more than to lose myself in movement, I will play
Enya. "To Go Beyond"
is the most beautiful song I have ever heard; as I dance to this song, I
can almost feel the earth give way under my feet.
For a super-fine live show, there's nothing so lively and just plain fun as Common Rotation, featuring the most incredibly compelling lyricist and performer I've yet to see live or hear otherwise, Eric Kufs. Warning: So fun to groove to, you won't be able to stop!

film & partway there
While Ian McKellen rises above all the
rest, among my favourite actors are Robert Duvall, Will Ferrell
(comic genius!) and Al
Pacino. Look
here for old movie reviews.
Favorite movies:
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Rings - FAR above the rest
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Rings
Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Rings (did I mention that?)
Shrek, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Contact, Once Were Warriors, Ghost, Wayne's
World
Favorite shows:
Till a few months ago, I'd only watched the two most surprisingly
brilliant shows ever: Buffy the Vampire
Slayer and
Angel (which I've since ceased watching), with an occasional
MadTV and less frequent Saturday Night Live. Then I
did go through a little stint of Queer as Folk madness - all because
my roommate and I wanted to see if Brian was capable of being a good
guy. Ha! (Yes, I have seen a few episodes of Sex in the City, and the
reason it's not on this list is that cleaning gym showers with my
tongue strikes me as more enjoyable than watching a single episode of
that ever again. Just say NO!)

There are millions of beautiful people wandering the streets, cooking dinner or playing basketball with buddies right now. These people may show no outward signs of beauty, may look as attractive at first glance as a seemingly flat desert landscape; don't be deceived.
December 16, 2002: Please send recommendations for "beautiful people" to me at brideb@efn.org.

children
Rebekah and
Angela
random & neat things
* Saturday Night Live
pieces of me...
drawings and photographs...
my family...
my life as of December 16, 2002...
Cliff Noble
This is the NBC Saturday Night Live
page - sketch clips, outlines, cast information and more. (Chris Kattan,
yay!)
* The daily news
Doing a daily browse of the news at Los Angeles Times has become an enjoyable
routine.
* Human languages
The Human-languages Page is a concise
guide to human languages and linguistics on the Internet.
* National Geographic
The National Geographic
Homepage is home to astounding facts and articles.
* Anthropological news
The Anthropology
News site provides all kinds of human-relevant news from a variety of
print sources. Updated daily!
* The random part of 'random & neat
things'
Cerebrus
(appropriately) asks thoughtful questions - and he's a fellow Buffy
fan!
Helena's words, though sparse,
tickle like feathers but also carry the potential to bruise
My public journals (taking an extended break)
A tale of who I am, March 1997
Thurston High School
Things to groove to
Photos and thoughts from British Columbia
Common Rotation
pictures in the gallery, with more in the Buffy magazine
Mother, (c)1995 Me
Gloves, (c)1995 Me
On my seventh birthday
Rachel, David, Mads and me,
February 2002
Raven's page & David's page & Aurelia's page
Wills & Trusts is over forever! My third semester of law school is almost
over with it, but one more paper stands between me and halfway-through
yet. I'm taking a day off to relax and enjoy an unusally rainy day in Los
Angeles before returning to that last task at hand. Last week, I studied
harder than I have in my entire life; I was so delirious by Thursday that
I didn't even understand the words that people spoke when they were
addressing me. Now that's all over, and in four days my little sister is
back for our second annual Christmas in the Los Angeles sunshine! She's a
few days too late to catch opening day of The Two Towers with me like we
did with Fellowship of the Rings last year, the day she arrived, but we'll
certainly take it in together sometime during her stay. A day trip to
Mexico might even be in order! With such a superkeen little sister as
Mads, anything is possible. Life goes on as usual, if "usual" is even
the word to use for a life so vastly different from the one I ever
imagined for myself in bygone days of despair.
Background photograph (c)1997 Deborah Bryan
School playground in Springfield, Oregon